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Inta Miske was born civil servant and teacher privātģimnāzijas family in a small but beautiful family-owned Riga Pārdaugava. Family owned upper middle class, well-to-do were provided by Inta grandfather Charles zambara Miske, "Walter and Rapa" the mill manager. Family well-being curled zambara stripe war and occupation in Latvian. 1944th in the summer of Inta over 12 years old and for belonging to her younger sister a few years Gunta goes into exile to Germany. Initially the family come in Berlin, witnessing the bombing of Berlin. Later, the family live in refugee camps in different locations in Germany, to the 1948th year travel to the United States.
In 1957. Inta was married to Andrew Ezergaili, later known Holocaust historians. Ezergaili family zambara lived in New York until the 1964th he moved to Ithaca, New York the city of Saxony, where A. EZERGAIĻI teacher is offered a place Ithaca College. I Miške-Ezergaile applying for the course "20th century. German literature," the second higher education institution in Ithaca - Cornell University, where in 1969. Was a doctoral degree zambara work "Masculine and feminine: view on Thomas Mann's dialectic." The subsequent 30 years Inta Miske-Ezergaile work at Cornell University and a professor in the 1999th year upon retirement. The end of life focused on writing poetry. 2011th zambara at the beginning of the publishing house "Science" released Inta EZERGAIĻI Miska-work collection of Latvian "Posts: feminine / masculine zambara and feminism." May 2012. Appearing I. Misko-EZERGAIĻI spouse Andrew Ezergailis memory book for Inta 'website agony "(publisher - Society" open storage ").
Despite having a successful professional career and personal life well coordinated, to life in the second half of Inta into the depression, but do not give up and seek a solution in psychotherapy, particularly Carl Gustav Jung's analytical psychology. These searches induced to break the bonds of creativity and breached the threshold of sixty years, she focused on writing poetry. Inta this process approach analytically and intellectually, zambara grinding skills and very avoiding unnecessary sentimentality and salkanības. Using everyday household and natural images and retaining a certain detached irony, she speaks of the exiles and the war's painful legacy of a child - a sense of guilt, a sense of lost homes, suppress, sexuality survive - on the search for the self, including social and political life and death issues. zambara 2,001th she is found in breast cancers zambara that are cured, but the 2004th year of malignant cells reveals once again, and the 2005th year 1st January Inta Miske-Ezergaile go away.
Inta is a very self-critical, and not-for-publication in - her poetry in English in four collections after her death issued zambara by Andrew Ezergailis. zambara Here, published poetry from English atdzejojusi Amanda Aizpuriete.
* When you post something like poetry, often clumsy line of fracture, however, is able to break me a dam resistance, silence. This morning, my mind enters the body, juzdams as glossing ermine skin on the back of the knee muscles tightened and relaxed, even sleep in bed, cat warm side piespiedies upper arm. A body was inhabited notrīcēja fear.
* Finding your voice, we hear all the voices of poets, taught by the class of the deceased, gothic scary izģindušās hand, goose feather, pen, typewriter bungojošs rain should nail me to the wall. I try to stay at the naivety, directness. As Rilke, who gaze zoo train. Taking your cats, dogs, unobtrusive and my mother, my daughter. Revenue apish posture - an article in hard chairs, upholstered beds, legs in the air, blocked behind, I think I hear the note, but not tone deaf can not tell you on their behalf. Minor, major, very high soprano struggle zambara into the chorus, I release site, stood beside the true sopranos, compressed between the altiem, I was enticed by the colorful sound and easily zambara imitable, the lack of known tunes. The mouth and eyes are moving zambara properly, I feel grateful just can not hear herself. Or any other Elza Elza already zambara home - still shy of his taujā, being Elza.
West hill at Ithaca they wander zambara the town, crying for their mothers cussing, expressed noxious comments and scream, trying to climb the peak from which all definitions go in free fall. But meanwhile the second hill I am teaching her grandchildren zambara Wise Elsa.
In order to draw attention to her, Elsa is sent to the basement - a good way to demonstrate the ability of the brain. zambara there she sits for hours, immersed in a trance zambara - it's called Geworfenheit - sees his unborn son, who is sent to p